Think and Learn something

poems

My delight and thy delight
by Robert Bridges

My delight and thy delight
Walking, like two angels white,
In the gardens of the night:

My desire and thy desire
Twinning to a tongue of fire,
Leaping live, and laughing higher;
Thro' the everlasting strife
In the mystery of life.

Love, from whom the world begun,
Hath the secret of the sun.

Love can tell and love alone,
Whence the million stars are strewn,
Why each atom knows its own,
How, in spite of woe and death,
Gay is life, and sweet is breath:

This he taught us, this we knew,
Happy in his science true,
Hand in hand as we stood
'Neath the shadows of the wood,
Heart to heart as we lay
In the dawning of the day.

I am shut out of mine own heart
by Christopher Brennan

I am shut out of mine own heart
because my love is far from me,
nor in the wonders have I part
that fill its hidden empery:

The wildwood of adventurous thought
and lands of dawn my dream had won,
the riches out of Faery brought
are buried with our bridal sun.

And I am in a narrow place,
and all its little streets are cold,
because the absence of her face
has robb'd the sullen air of gold.

My home is in a broader day:
at times I catch it glistening
thro' the dull gate, a flower'd play
and odour of undying spring:

The long days that I lived alone,
sweet madness of the springs I miss'd,
are shed beyond, and thro' them blown
clear laughter, and my lips are kiss'd:

And here, from mine own joy apart,
I wait the turning of the key: -
I am shut out of mine own heart
because my love is far from me

Wouldn't it Be Nice?
performed by Beach Boys

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

The Cloud
by Percy Bysshe Shelley

I bring fresh showers for the thirsting flowers,
From the seas and the streams;
I bear light shade for the leaves when laid
In their noonday dreams.
From my wings are shaken the dews that waken
The sweet buds every one,
When rocked to rest on their mother's breast,
As she dances about the sun.
I wield the flail of the lashing hail,
And whiten the green plains under,
And then again I dissolve it in rain,
And laugh as I pass in thunder.

I sift the snow on the mountains below,
And their great pines groan aghast;
And all the night 'tis my pillow white,
While I sleep in the arms of the blast.
Sublime on the towers of my skiey bowers,
Lightning, my pilot, sits;
In a cavern under is fettered the thunder,
It struggles and howls at fits;

Over earth and ocean, with gentle motion,
This pilot is guiding me,
Lured by the love of the genii that move
In the depths of the purple sea;
Over the rills, and the crags, and the hills,
Over the lakes and the plains,
Wherever he dream, under mountain or stream,
The Spirit he loves remains;
And I all the while bask in Heaven's blue smile,
Whilst he is dissolving in rains.

The sanguine Sunrise, with his meteor eyes,
And his burning plumes outspread,
Leaps on the back of my sailing rack,
When the morning star shines dead;
As on the jag of a mountain crag,
Which an earthquake rocks and swings,
An eagle alit one moment may sit
In the light of its golden wings.
And when Sunset may breathe, from the lit sea beneath,
Its ardors of rest and of love,

And the crimson pall of eve may fall
From the depth of Heaven above,
With wings folded I rest, on mine aery nest,
As still as a brooding dove.
That orbed maiden with white fire laden,
Whom mortals call the Moon,
Glides glimmering o'er my fleece-like floor,
By the midnight breezes strewn;
And wherever the beat of her unseen feet,
Which only the angels hear,
May have broken the woof of my tent's thin roof,
The stars peep behind her and peer;
And I laugh to see them whirl and flee,
Like a swarm of golden bees,
When I widen the rent in my wind-built tent,
Till the calm rivers, lakes, and seas,
Like strips of the sky fallen through me on high,
Are each paved with the moon and these.

I bind the Sun's throne with a burning zone,
And the Moon's with a girdle of pearl;
The volcanoes are dim, and the stars reel and swim
When the whirlwinds my banner unfurl.
From cape to cape, with a bridge-like shape,
Over a torrent sea,
Sunbeam-proof, I hang like a roof,--
The mountains its columns be.
The triumphal arch through which I march
With hurricane, fire, and snow,
When the Powers of the air are chained to my chair,
Is the million-colored bow;
The sphere-fire above its soft colors wove,
While the moist Earth was laughing below.

I am the daughter of Earth and Water,
And the nursling of the Sky;
I pass through the pores of the ocean and shores;
I change, but I cannot die.
For after the rain when with never a stain
The pavilion of Heaven is bare,
And the winds and sunbeams with their convex gleams
Build up the blue dome of air,
I silently laugh at my own cenotaph,
And out of the caverns of rain,
Like a child from the womb, like a ghost from the tomb,
I arise and unbuild it again.

quotations

Good enough is not enough.
-CNN

All's well that ends well.
-Shakespeare

There's a light at the end of every tunnel.
-Anonymous

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Friday, October 21, 2005

I'm terribly tired today.
BTW, I have a good news!! :) I'm starting to learn how to spin! Yey! hehe. And another good news is that I'm gonna go visit the dentist at last after I think, 1 and 3/4 month. YEy! And then after visiting the dentist, we'll go to SM NE to buy a new TV cause our TV's color system is jammed so gotta replace it with a brand new one before the E-VAT would be implemented.
I have tons to do this weekend: the late chem reviewer, the costume, the research about Shakespeare and Romeo&Juliet, the portfolio, rewrite the notes in geom, read reformation[socsci], read cramer's rule[algeb], read the stories in pinoi, start reading[again] Mag-anak na Cruz, practice the steps in gym pre, research some recipes in making cookies[the catering style, like brownies, etc]. I think that's all. No more procrastination[I'll try! hehe.].
I have nothing to say.
I'll just tell you what happened today. Today, we practiced..wait lang, I just watched a couple of soldiers tap dancing. They were so good. They were so organized. SABAY-SABAY! Gash! And the gym pre came into my mind. We could be like those soldiers. We can have coordination in our dance, too. And I believe that we can do it! hehe.
Anyway, as I was saying, we practiced at the basement. And I was very happy that there was no very hot sunlight touching us while we dance. Today, we also had our very 1st quiz in geom. I am very worried to the result. I just studied it just this morning. And that's because of procrastination yesterday afternoon. Gah.
BTW, it's our very first time to spend our algeb and SOCSCi class at the imc! hehe. Algeb: Sir Ben just showed us a ppt about determinants. SOCSCI:we watched renaissance. :)
We had a visitor today. Sr. Mapot. She's a missionary. She showed us a skin of a snake. It was very cute and it can be used as an accessory but the thought that it was from a snake, I wouldn't dare use it as an accessory.
I gotta shut up now. Nakakatamad nang magtype at mag-isip ng sasabihin. Ciao! :)

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Our monitor here is malfunctioning. It's constantly turning itself off even if I didn't ordered it to turn itself off. Please let me type first my entry, ok?
So today was just a typical school day. We we're given a hw today: study for our very 1st quiz in geom and write notes about the screen environment of Visual Basic and the steps in creating programs using VB.
I really can't understand why'd we have to write on our ntbk topics that are found in the book. What is the use of buying the book? Ewan ko sa kanila! I understand if you'll outline some topics in the book but if it is destined to be a hw then what is the use of writing a certain topic if that topic can be found in the book?? Maybe I'm just too lazy doing the comp hw[but I had done it and I pity myself in wasting my energy to that]. Well, I did it because it's an assignment meant to be done.
Tomorrow, we will have another supervised pracitce. Yey! But not for my body. It still aches. And I still hadn't perfected my spin. I'll just polish it later. I wish I wouldn't fall after spinning in the day itself[fam day]. Please! I'll be the reason for iii3's failure to win the 1st place. But hey, the gym pre is not about winning, it's about having fun. That's what Mrs. B said to us awhile ago. And I agree to that. I don't focus on getting the 1st place or any of that 3 places but I focus on spending funtime with iii3. This is one of the most happy events that we consider as a way of bonding with our new classmates. I don't care if we get the last place. The important thing is that we had done the task that was given to us correctly and orderly[without miunderstandings]. That is also according to Mrs. B. Like last year, ii2 did not won any of that 3 places. We just won the 5th place but inspite of that, we were all happy and satisfied because we did our task very well and our bond as a class was made stronger everyday that we danced together while laughing. :) Hay, I remember those time. I miss ii2! huhu.
BTW, we're gonna have a visitor tomorrow in rel. It's Sr Mapot[correct me if I'm wrong].
I gotta cut this entry now cause I have to study in geom. I wanna make my grades higher this qtr so I will have a chance to study in UP!!! Weeee! :)

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Maligayang Kaarawan, itay!!!!!! :)
Salamat sa lahat lahat ng inyong ibinigay sa akin. Salamat at itiniis niyo ang hirap at pagod para lamang ako'y mapalaking mabuting mamamayan ng bansang ito. Salamat sa mga payo na iyong ibinigay sa akin upang mas lalong gumanda't umayos ang aking buhay. Salamat sa mga aral na aking napulot mula sa inyong talino't karanasan. Ika'y tunay na amang mapagmamalaki hanggang kamatayan. :)
Love you, dad!

Sa wakas, natuloy na rin ang aming PALIHANg naurong dulot sa masamang panahon.
Hindi ako sumabay sa service kaninang umaga dahil ako'y magdadala ng isang malaking kalderong puno ng lugaw para sa champorado. At ito'y mabigat. Kaming dalawa ni denden ang nagbuhat ng malaki at mabigat na kalderong yaon sa ikatlong palapag. Hirap na hirap kami dahil bukod sa ito'y mabigat, ito rin ay mainit dahil bagong luto lang. Nakayanan naman namin ang pagsubok na ito. Pagkatapos maakyat ang malaking kalderong ito, nilagyan namin ito ng tsokolate. Dinurog-durog namin ang tsokolateng buo-buo[tama ba?] gamit ang aming mga munting kamay.
Pagdating namin sa Sagada AIB, kaming mga Cooking Committee ay nagtambay sa isang kwarto't nagpalamig at nagpahinga kasama sila Mrs. B at Sir Macky. Onga pala, si Sir Macky ay nakasuot ng t-shirt na ang tekstura'y parang twalya at ito'y kulay green. Si Mrs. B naman ay nakasuot ng t-shirt na may nakasulat na tungkol sa Willy Wonka and the Chocolate factory.
Bago kami nagbigay ng champorado nila jen, nona, abby at ako, kami'y tumungo sa isang bahay. At nagkaroon kami ng mga bagong kaibigan. Si Joselyn[tama ba?] na nag-aaral sa Albert na malapit sa amin. Nalimutan ko na ang mga pangalan ng kaniyang mga kapatid. Naglaro kami ng Nanay Tatay at Pass the Message. Pagkatapos ay bumaba kami at nagbigay ng champorado. Pagkatapos ay kami'y tumongo sa isang classroom at nanood ng mga estudyanteng naglalaro. Nakakaaliw silang tingnan. Naaalala ko tuloy ang mga panahong nasa pre-school ako. huhu:(.
Pagkatapos nun ay kami'y umuwi na. Iniwan ang aking kaldero at ang kaldero ni Riva doon.
Pagkabalik namin sa STC, kami'y nagpahinga muna. Ang iba'y gumawa ng mga stunts para sa gym pre. Pagkadating nina Mrs. B, sila'y nagpahinga muna rin. Pagkatapos magpahinga, pinasagutan sa amin ni Mrs. B ang mga gabay na mga tanong. Pagkatapos ay lunch na.
Pagkatapos ng lunch ay kami'y nag grpings at nagbahagi ng aming mga sagot sa mga tanong.
1:20, nagpraktis na kami. Nung una'y sa itaas kami nag warm-up. Nang lumaon ay sa gitna na kami ng lawn. Mainit dahil maaraw kanina.
That's all for now! Ciao!:)

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tomorrow is my dad's bday and I still have no idea what I'll give him. Great. Just great.
Tomorrow is also our re-scheduled palihan so we would just have our prac during the afternoon while the other yearlevel will have their prac in the morning. I forgot the name of our community. hehe. And tomorrow, I'll gonna bring a 2-kilo unflavored lugaw. And I don't know how we would mix the cocoa with the cooked unfalvored lugaw. Just an advice: The Champorado should be prepared at home and just bring it cooked and ready to eat. Diba? Ewan!
It's so unfair in our part[Kusinang Pinoy]. We were automatically declared as the cooking skill grp. They didn't bother asking us who doesn't want to join the grp. Grrr. But it's OK. At least we are dealing with FOOD! hehe. The most enjoyable thing ever! :)
Got the results of the other exams[except CAE and SOC]. I'm not that satisfied though[sa lahat!]. They were so low and some were because of my carelessness. CARELESSNESS! That's the word I always hear from my dad whenever we discuss exams. Grrr. Since I'm in gs pa, I always, always hear. Grrr Rahr!!!!
That's all for now! Ciao!:)

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Monday, October 17, 2005

I am very thankful the heavens didn't poured water on us today[in short, it didn't rained] so our practice pushed through! Yey! :)
Well, this day is just a light day for us. We were just given a single hw which is due next week so nothing to worry about. Then, Sir Jom gave our test results. I got 99/114. Much higher than last quarter. :) I would have gotten a 100+ score if only I was careful*slaps forehead*. I'm soo careless at times, especially during exams and that's really a hindrance from getting a high score. Oh well.
Practice was ok but our venue wasat the lawn so I itch myself off. And then, a red ant bit me. Thank you very much, ant for adding my itchiness.
So that's all! Ciao!
Before I go, I wanna greet my sis:
Happy Burpday!!!! You're now 20! Have fun! :)

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

I'm looking forward to our supervised prac tomorrow. Wah! Considering that we won't have a single thing to worry about in the afternoon. Weee! What a carefree tomorrow would be! Gosh. I will definitely love this week. It's my sis' and dad's bday this week. My gift for my ate is just a simple bracelet which is still not finished. I'm really a caring and generous lil sis, right? haha. Well, I'm just gonna finish that later on. I have no idea what my gift will be for my dad. Hmmm, maybe a letter or maybe food?? Nah! I'll just give him a dyi card. I am such a thoughtful daughter and sister. Well, it's not the gift that counts, it's the thought, right?
Ok, enough! I'm just gonna watch Phil of the future! Ciao! :)

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Yesterday was STC's feast day ang also PPG's!:) hihi. Because of that, yesterday was declared as a holiday. Yay for us but a burden for the teacher's because that means they will check our papers for the whole day. That's kinda boring and a little bit stressful. I feel a bit restless after checking some of my father's student's blue books. Maybe I'm just not into being a teacher and bringing home my work. Bah. That really is stressful! So I really admire my teachers.
Last night, I dreamed of forgetting to bring my PE uniform to school for our supervised practice. And I was really freaked out because Ms Sacdalan might get mad at me.
Dreams are so weird. Maybe that dream is just a reminder that I should bring my PE uniform to school tomorrow because we're gonna officially have our supervised practice for the fam day. And this is my very first time to spend this kind of practices with iii3, my new class. Wow. hehhe.
I've already installed the KODAK thing here in our pc. And I found out that it's much easier to upload pics[w\c we're saved here through the digicam] to photobucket than uploading bmps. Yey! MS Photo Editor is still not installed here so I must be contented in using this stupid paint program.
So that's all for now! Ciao!:)
Here's some snapshots:
paradise!

ang aso naming ubod ng panget! si nero! named after the great emperor[nyak!]

ayan si duday! mas mabait yan kay nero! at do you know she's 7yrs old already? not quite obvious,right?

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! It's officially a holiday[for me]! :) So happy! The test in soc and rel was a bit ok. Easy naman siya. Wish I'll get a high score[especially in soc*wink*]. hehe.
Anyway, after the exams, we prayed a decade of the rosary and then we proceed to the covered court. Medyo na-bore ako nung Mass because my brain cells are continuously thinking on how will I spend my afternoon considering that I don't have anything to do except the soc proj and the chem experiment. Speaking of chem, hindi ko pa nakukuha yung reviewer ko from Sir cause it got lost so I just requested Sir to give me another copy. Bait talaga ni Sir!:) hihi.
Nagugutom na ako! I want braised beef! wah!
So that's all for now! Gotta enjoy this free time!:)

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Yey! Tapos na chem!So happy! But I think I did a lot of mistakes. huhu. Ok lng yan!
Anyway, speaking of chem, my reveiwer was lost so I didn't have the chance to pass it today. wah! Sino bang humiram nun? huhu. I really hate losing a thing and most of all, the "searching" part of losing things and being so forgetful. Grrr.
Ciao for now!:)

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Yey for me! Blogger is now functioning well here in our pc. hihi. I'm so glad!
Geom exam was a piece of cake but I'm not sure if I'll get a high score. Wish me luck. English was ok.
I'm not in the swing of burying my brain in chem nor in pinoy. Nakakawalang gana. So I'll ust extend my study time till the evening. Kakatamad talaga! Kainis! But I studied some of chem. At tomorrow due yung reveiwer. Yeah, right. At medyo difficult siya. I'm expecting na some questions sure na sure ako sa answer ko kahit I hadn't studied yet but when I tried to answer it last friday, Gah! Patay! Nakuuu. Goodluck to me!
Sana sa thursday nalang toh naayus[our pc]. Kasi I'm really disturbed to the fact that our pc, specifically, the internet connection is now fixed. Super miss ko toh!
I must now studying. Grrr. Kainis talaga. Bakit ako ganito lagi?? I have no discipline! huhu.
Anyway, Ciao for now!:)

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Our pc is now back to it's functional state! Somebody pinch me! Gosh!
Honestly, I shouldn't be typing this entry because I still have an exams to study on[geom and cae]. I just need to practice geom. I still need to memorize some things in short story and I need to reveiw some things in grammar. So obviously, I'm not yet finished. I'm really thankful that it's a holiday today and on friday! What a week this will be! Yey! And on thursday, I think it's the start of our official after-class practices for fam day. Wow! I'm so happy! But all this happiness must be taken aside first and do some studying so I could enjoy the events tha would happen after the exams. Wah! So happy!
I'm very nervous in taking[and even looking at it] the chem exam. That's because of that bloody research matter. So much formulas that needs memorization. Especially that ANOVA! I'm gonna kill that! Grrrr. And take note, all the people I ask if they truly and 100%-ly understood the research matters all replied "no". And Sir Macky said that research would be 30% of the exam. Now, how will I ever pass the exam? Help me! wah!
So much to all of that worries. It's time for me to say Ciao! Ciao!:)

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

yesterday, we had our exams in algeb and tle.
TLE: Infairness, pamatay siya! Especially the part about the symbols in marriage. Wah! I didn't studied that nd Ms. just gave a very brief background of each symbols. And take note, I am not listening that time. Stupid. stupid. Grr. Makikinig na talaga ako! Mahirap din yung part wherein you'll be given a situation then you'll say if the marriage will be void. Gah. Enough!!!!
ALGEB: Much easier compared to TLE. The only prob about algeb is GAUSSIAN!!!!! Gets ko na siya eh tas I can't get the answer in the exam. I tried to solve it for 3 times. grrr. I hate Gaussian. Tas yung hahanapin mo yung number that will satisfy the combination. Wah!
I really wish I would pass the exam. Please!!! And most especially this qtr! And the next qtrs to come.
ciao!:)